Beat the bed bugs!!
Time just flies doesn't it? The days just roll on n' on.. one day bleeding into the other. The good days are when I feel like I've started a fire inside my head.. like riding a train of thought right on till the very end! Those are the best days! Days when I watch the dreams inside my head n' they dont actually get distorted by grocery lists and honking cars. Days when the quiet desperation of emptiness seems to decide to stay wrapped up in a pretty package under the bed. "Now begins forever".. I tell myself this every night before i sleep. Then I wake up the next day and again drift.. from one thing to another, not really committing myself to anything. N here I am.. Suddenly one day wondering where all the time went! I hate feeling introspective... it forces me to look at my life, to analyse it, to fix whatever is wrong. All these thoughts racing through my head as I lie in a bed thats too cold and too big for me... just mins before I fall asleep. Introspection... nah!! Maybe I'll turn the music on tonight! Or maybe even... ! Ladies and Gentlemen.. I no longer lie alone.. right here beside me, taking up all that empty space on my bed, are my insecurities and my fears! Hmmm.. maybe I'll sleep on the floor tonight!
posted by Empty Space at 1:53 AM
1 Comments:
i sleep on the floor and trust me when i say this-it does not work.you see the floor is much larger than the bed and you also remember the stories about monsters under the bed....
its much much better to sleep in a larger over sized bed than the floor.
jokes apart i guess we all do have the same fear..i say fear not fears.what we fear may be different but the feeling is the same.some say that its good to have fear,to recognise it is to know whats wrong and that makes you aware of what has to be done to correct the situation.
whenever i had a bad day,i start to think of my family before i sleep.and it works...and its a good feeling too.home-that can soothe all the troubles away....try it..
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