Jack Daniels Must LOVE Me!!!!
Yup!!! I'm sure between two of the most important people in my life and me, we must've made a considerable contribution to Jack Daniels' fortune!! Been doing the usual drinking n partying with D and its been fun as always. Crazy raves and drag queens at gay clubs... interesting to say the least. But despite it all, I've been feeling bloody low for the past few days. The first thing people ask me is, "Why?" and weirdly enuff, I almost never have an answer. It's like assigning a reason to it would make it more valid. I hate that! I hate having to come up with what seem like excuses for feeling low. I'm just depressed! It's not that hard to comprehend! This too shall pass, but while the mood is here, can we just leave it alone? Let it lie curled up at the foot of my bed. We don't need to poke n prod or dissect and analyse - just let it be... let me be!
I haven't written in a long time... so here goes.. just getting some random thoughts out of my head!
I am thinking about...doing something radically different with my life! I think I've worked myself into a rut that I'm desperate to break out of!
I said...'I love you' sooooo many times these past many months (to the same person, luckily!!!) and meant it every single time!
I want to.. fit into my old clothes again!! :(
I wish...I could protect V from everything negative in this world
I miss...the emotional comfort of home
I hear...way too many sad stories and see way too much grief around me
I wonder... what I'll be doing 5 years from now!
I regret...very few things n the things that I regret are hidden away in a dark corner somewhere
I am... loved!!
I dance... like a moron!! :)
I sing...pretty often.. always have a song in my head that I'm humming along to!
I cry... to get all the dark n' twisty feelings out of me
I am not always... spaced out.. most ppl think I'm always drifting some place far away!
I write... to understand my life and also to vent!
I need... to get some sleep.. its been ages since I've slept at night!
I haven't written in a long time... so here goes.. just getting some random thoughts out of my head!
I am thinking about...doing something radically different with my life! I think I've worked myself into a rut that I'm desperate to break out of!
I said...'I love you' sooooo many times these past many months (to the same person, luckily!!!) and meant it every single time!
I want to.. fit into my old clothes again!! :(
I wish...I could protect V from everything negative in this world
I miss...the emotional comfort of home
I hear...way too many sad stories and see way too much grief around me
I wonder... what I'll be doing 5 years from now!
I regret...very few things n the things that I regret are hidden away in a dark corner somewhere
I am... loved!!
I dance... like a moron!! :)
I sing...pretty often.. always have a song in my head that I'm humming along to!
I cry... to get all the dark n' twisty feelings out of me
I am not always... spaced out.. most ppl think I'm always drifting some place far away!
I write... to understand my life and also to vent!
I need... to get some sleep.. its been ages since I've slept at night!
posted by Empty Space at 12:02 AM
13 Comments:
1-thinking of doing something radical.....hmmm...you could learn to ride a motorcycle and then go for a ride.....bunjee jumping....how about hang gliding?....kick boxing???...naah too violent.....how about learning to play the guitar?
2-cant comment on the 'i love you so part'...never had that said to me...so...
3-fit into your old clothes?..join the club....have to lose 2 kilos badly...and that 1 kilo of icecream last night is definitely not helping!!!!
4-protect v from everything negative.....thats nice.....really.
5-missing home?....isnt that all going to end in a few weeks????:-)
6-sad stories and grief...thats life but the best you can do is to stand by the ones who could use some help...at least you are doing something about it.
7-5 years from now you will be happy and loved and konjeefied a lot more and yes there will be the bad times too..but you will not be alone when you face them.
8-regret?...dont we all??/....another drink???
9-you are loved.....make sure you love back too........and i dont mean just v.
10-dance like a moron??/...hehehehe..where is that camcorder???
11-sing....hmmm.....i will comment when i hear you sing.....
12-next when you are about to cry,i hope there is someone around who will make you smile...the same way you have done.
13-spaced out?....happens to me too....but iam drifting....best way to avoid my boss!!!!!
14-please keep writing.
15-sleep...and remember that you are loved and also needed
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Cheers to JD or Empty Space...another blogger venting! but i like what you write, especially the one on "He"..it only made me go further on to "Jack Daniels Must LOVE Me!!!!" and random thoughts were compelling indeed..and yeah the best part is the consolation from unicorn.
And one thing, you dont dance like a moron..most of the time you just stand there! hmmm....
Write On!
frosted nut! thanx for stopping by!! btw, i just stand around bcos i dance like a moron!! :)
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So there exists a person with bandage over the hand and toes..wondering if its Jack Daniel's fault..hmm..mystery? ;)
mr.frosted nut,
this is to inform u that if dont reveal ur real name, i'll be forced to conclude that ure a psycho stalker!
:) do tell.. who it is?!
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The disappearing act...hmmm no blogging anymore?
hey nut job!!! :)
yeah there was a smile.. but also much fear for my own safety!!! u do realise how creepy it is right? to have someone lurking around my blog.. someone who writes to me but wont reveal their identity! has all the ingredients for a stalker thriller/slasher flick!! :)
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