It's my party n' I'll cry if I want to...

It's here.. the big 25th birthday. Tomorrow I complete a quarter of a century (I was sweetly reminded of it by a 16 yr old blondie at work.. Yes, she's still alive!!) n' I've promised myself not to get introspective and search my soul or any such nonsense.. I do enuff of that every other week!! I'm gonna miss being home for my birthday... Gonna miss the tones of phone calls that start at midnight.. gonna miss calls from close and distant relatives (despite the fact that they call at 7 or 8 a.m n' I ramble incoherently when my mom thrusts the cordless phone in my hand).. Gonna miss the way S always pampers me n' spoils me rotten on my birthday.. last year she took the day off from work, baked me a cake and as always, showered me with gifts..! I'll miss that! I'll miss being with V on my birthday.. we haven't had the chance to do that yet.. but I'll be there for his, so it's a start! Atleast I have D here... my security blanket!! :) He's planning a dinner party for me n' I love him for it! Good food and lotsa booze... can't go wrong! This year, both my mom n' I spent our birthdays without each other n' that's a first.. we tend to spoil each other on birthdays (that kinda explains why I've almost come to expect it, huh?!) so when I go back home, we're gonna have a combined celebration! That'll be fun.. theres nothing like making up for lost time! Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Here's hoping I stay calm everytime someone reminds me how old I am.. Here's hoping the next person to ask me why I'm so old n not married, has life insurance.. Here's hoping n' wishing n' praying for dreams to come true!
p.s.Bajjari!! No I didn't forget you so cut that whiney look off your face!! Happy Birthday to you babe!! Here's wishing you all the luck n' love your hand and heart can hold.. n hope you wake up with a smile the day after n' the day after n' the day after n' the day after n' the day after....!!!!